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Turn the light off

Are you scared?

Doors are closed

Cannot escape.


It’s not empty

Can’t you see?

Full of dangers

You better believe.


Shut the eyes now

Listen for the sounds

Don’t you know

I won’t let you down.


This is weird place

Stay with me

Living together

Isn’t so easy as it seams 

created on March, 2011


I give you shock

You give me laugh

And after that

We both get bath

My future according one totally weird Lithuanian numerology book.

Principle of getting to know my future is to make a sum of birth date numbers. So I did that: 1+9+8+5+8+5 and got 36

And here all the fun begins, as number 36 means:

In my next life after reincarnation, I will be a yellow skin woman and will live in territory nowadays known as Australia. [damn, I was dreaming about going to Australia since my childhood – now I can leave it for my next life ;p ]

I will be born in year of 2364 and die in 2511, so I will live a long life – 147 years. The reason of my death will be some terrorist act.

I will work in fishery business: in taking fish and redoing it. I will not achieve much in career or social life, as will be just a simple worker. However, material situation will allow me to travel a lot, also I will have many different hobbies, and I will be often using “entertaining drinks”.

I will get married 3 times and will have 1 child of my own and 2 child clones.

During my life, I will have huge possibilities to achieve much more, but will not use most of them ‘cause of “laziness of my mind” and “having no wish to improve smth to perfection”.

well, what can I say – seems like a “normal“ life ;p

Name days for Natalija are 27th of July and 1st of December.

The origin is Latin, from saying “dies natalis (domini)“ and means “(God) birth day“.

Summarize meaning “birthday,“ or in Church Latin “Christmas day“.

The Greek name Natalia means – “Planted by God“

The name refers also to Christ’s birthday – the Italian phrase for “merry Christmas“ is “buon natale!“, literally “good birthday!“

Finally, according to Urbandictionary: natalija is a Nigerian term of a Palm tree, whitch grows in rainforest.

I looked at it and decided – I wanna know the answer:

how ?#$@*!% to solve world’s top-selling puzzle game Rubik’s Cube?

Today I finally managed to do it. After days of struggling fitting all pieces in the right positions, after all failures and starts from beginning…

I used couple of videos, watching them more than once and making notes for myself also. Actually if I would count all time spent on this activity, it was not so long, just around 2-3 hours of patients :p

© Natalija Vanagelyte

© Natalija Vanagelyte

it’s cold outside, it’s hard to move, to be as quick as always

so, let’s play safe and look beyond to empty room

I’ll make some ginger cookies, I’ll knit white angel too

the balance between all things might come back soon

Smth new in my everyday life.

1st PostCrossing card that I sent to Finland

1st PostCrossing card I sent to Finland

I heard about PostCrossing some years ago… but I registered & sent my first postcard only today.


In generaly I always liked postcards, as I was buying/getting them during my trips in other countries or just here back home. Moreover i do have special places on the walls in my room where I put those I like the most & some little boxes for all the others.

I know it’s gonna be great to send&receive some short messages from all around the world.

© Natalija Vanagelyte

© Natalija Vanagelyte

I‘m thankful for a barriers that I brake

for a challenges that I still have to overcome

for ability to experience life by myself and together with others.

it’s good for my to remember what I like. that’s one of ways to get into positive thinking and not to be cought by autumn sadness.

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© Natalija Vanagelyte

© Natalija Vanagelyte

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